Motivation

Today is Monday. That's a no brainer so is the heading for my caption. Its the most that I could come up with. Maybe you share the same views or are grappling with a challenge hopefully you get the gist of what I am trying to say. 

What motivates you?

You are as good as your last great performance or piece or past ventures. People will remember you for the last thing that you did or your last performance mostly. So what happens when you begin something new and get no feedback there is nothing to bounce off of. 

 Many persons are lead by motivation which comes from and in a variety of ways. Since the year has started I have not been motivated to do what I enjoy because of lack of motivation. My motivation comes from feed back which I have not been getting much of. So with that I have been introspective to figure out what I am doing wrong. This morning I decided instead of thinking and having my honey nag me about it, she got me into it in the first place, I"ll just write about it. Prior to this I was clueless, blank and of course demotivated. I am mostly running on pissed off energy to be honest. 

By this time I am feeling better which is always the case when I write things down. For the past couple months I've used this medium as an outlet because I say what I want and I feel better afterwards which is a means of motivation for me at least. 

Motivation is a mental "feel good" mindset on which living beings feed in order to produce continuously, if we don't know if what we are doing makes sense, then we won't know what to change or be motivated to continue. 

So if you read this and have gotten this far I appreciate it 1000%.  

That's about it for now. 

I am off to try to figure out what to do with the rest of my day.